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We will always be marist no matter what. Just that now. we have officially no longer IN Maris stella studying.

4 years, just like anyone would say. The happiest days of my life.
Sec 1I, School was horror. Boot camp style of orientation camp. the usual " welcome to hell " From the upper secondary students when u enter the school. at that point, i loved to asked myself. Why the hell am i in this school ( No i aint gay leon shut up ). the point i sucked talking to guys, made one big reasons why i should not be in this school. Oh well my dad took some effort to get me in thus i gotta make the best of it.

Memories that are significant in secondary 1.
Hooker Lee. =D
Melvin told me right in the face that i was an attention seeker. ( Face it i am one. )
1st Marist youth day. ( Meteor Chicken anyone? ( pop corn chicken )
Softball team. ( never really liked the people but without it, i wont meet people like zhi an and jun yuan )
End year gathering with the sec 1 class at kovan steamboat + the halloween gift from Miss Neo.
Christmas gathering at Miss Neo place with the amazing race with the utimate failure.
1st home econ lesson.
BOOT CAMP WHO THE HELL CAN FORGET THAT!

Secondary 2G. rebelious stage for most. Everyone is at the " Who gives the F*** to studies and life " state. Sports class. The year i emo as if it was my nature and i am bored with it. the year that changed my entire life.

Memories that are significant in secondary 2
Sleeping in maths class and owning mrs chan by showing her perfect solutions.
twiting in class to annoy zhi an.
Joining photography club.
Screwing up physic because i just sleep! yes the start of my sleeping in school year actually.
Hating the entire class for being rebellious. ( how much can u expect from the sport class. )
Getting scolded and punished everyday.
PASSING EL!!!! Thanks to mrs sim. she kinda disappeared.

Sec 3&4 where life begins. Everyone is used to the life in maris stella. Had a great class that i seriously cannot forget. Class 3D/4D of 2007/2008. filled with best people and perfect class that u can ever have.

• Leon being a naru-tard and trying to convince PAP sucks which everyone noes.and getting scolded by miss Lee for super-ing. ( he loves to go. SUPER WEED!!! )
• Andre Lee for toleranting my whining and just lame lame lame stuffs. ( MUSHROOM HEAD!!! )
• Keith for being there no matter what. even though. Relationship problems never get through him
• SS being the lighthouse guiding our path. No matter what. hes still a great friend to have
• Chayadi being rich and its the usual, if u cant buy. ask chayadi to buy. Also inviting us to his enormous house! and being a hardworking + fun to be around guy.
• Jaron for being a CBK :D
  
• Qi Quan for having a spongy brain. and making the quote of the day of 7 october 2008 in leon's blog "If you are so afraid of pregnancy, why not just anal?"
• Mark Koh for setting up a fire during chemistry practical and just stunning everyone while andre tries to extingush the fire with a 50ml beaker ( right.... )
• Jien long for ponning school.
• Leslie for being the great pianist and lucky him to go TKGS every week. ( darn lucky bastard )
• Marcus for sleeping and slacking. ( he is smart. thats all i can say. ) he is quite good in monster hunter too.
  
• Conan for being the mugger
• Chun kit for going "GAY!!!!" when he sees me.
• Jia hao for hating me ( alright i dunno why i type this but this is just for fun. JFF )
• Nicholas for creating the best rumors that amuse me. and Studying with me.
• Meng kei for leading our way to success! A sotong that cannot be forget! ( DUN FORGET YX AND XH HOR!!! :D)
• nicholas koh for eating in class and choing like mad and the KAI GONG & SOU GONG!
• Gabriel for throwing me and keith question that is out of syllabus.
• Zhi Ying for Drawing hentai. LOL.
• Clinton aka GTY for being super nukey and politically. Who needs political newspaper when u have GTY at ur service. ( oh ya. he always the one that throw me cosplay photos )
• Sean for drawing great pictures and letting me hug him
• Wei keong for sleeping in class and acing chinese. ( he is good....)
• Jared for making the weirdest way to remember things and kicking people. Come on....
• Jun Xiang for going green by eating green!
• Daniel for being hyper and crazy! like ramming a ball in class =.=....
• Wei yang for being the DOJO or some master
• Amos for playing pokemon figuries in class and trying to unleash some special moves like de gray man.
• Justin for being the chairman of 2008 and seriously. Chill
• Fabian for humping and being sick. Lastly being the utimate being that goes ( HECK LA DUNNO HOW TO DO and getting highest in class =.= )

Okay guess what. i was counting why is there only 29. and i realised i forgot myself.

• lets see. the most significant thing i did in class..... SLEEP ! Lol....

of course not forgetting....

• Andre Theng, the one that rules in humanities.

Teachers that cannot be forgotten that taught us during 2007/08

• Miss Teo, A teacher that don't let us ask questions during but shes cool. =D
• Mr Koh , signature line " EEEEEEDIOT " and being the funniest maths teacher ever.( talking cock session anyone? )
  
• Mr Wong, for being the funniest ( in the sick way ) SS teacher and having the super ego!
• Miss Lam, even though left us halfway thru during the year but still the best chinese teacher ever!
• Miss Jazilah, for nagging at us and giving the tag-line " irritant " to our class. nevertheless. without her. our chemistry wont be that good.
• Mrs Jaya, for teaching us the most " chim " words to suan people and always using different ways to try and teach us EL
• Miss Goh, for giving us the scariest physic paper which condition us as if O level is the best and the optimum condition, and her teaching is something that u cannot say " I don't understand "
• Mr Kan, A great physic teachers that gives us the feeling that " we can do well in physic no matter what." but i hope he stop being late for class :D
• Mdm Lim for being a teacher that shows us motherly love. :D
• Mrs Tan for taking MC like timetable but still i gotta thank her
• Miss Lee for hating me. Lol okay this sounds wrong.
• Miss Lum for tolerating all the nonsence from our class.
• Mr Chua, Never liked him. but still thank him for telling stories that have no relation to the chapter we are studying but still entertaining.
• Lastly, all the relief teachers that came in to help us, PE teachers, you are not forgotten either.

Friendship made in maris stella will never be broken and remains more than just memories.
Lets believe. Memories lives.

This is a extremely long post and i seriously still have lots to write but i think i will end here.
This should end my blog posts till end of o levels.

All the best!
Zach aka Jy

Disclaimer : the people that are stated here is not in any order.

* Bitsnpiecesoflife.wordpress.com would continue to function normally during the O level period *
Another point is that i will post the pictures of the class here. so stay tuned!

Rules:
1. Put music player to shuffle mode.
2. For each question, press ‘next’ button for the answer.
3. Write(type) the song name, no matter how silly it sounds.
4. Put comments in brackets.

1. If someone says, “is this okay?” you say?
colder. ( aircon? O.o? )

2. How would you describe yourself?
yu tian ( party poopie!!! )

3. What do you like in a gal?
fill my little world ( Please fill my empty world!! )

4. How do you feel today?
golden ( today = a useful day because i mugged? )

5. What’s your life purpose?
God must hate me ( this make me sounds like i am anti christ. i aint =.=)

6. What is your motto?
School's Out (No rules! but i want order >.> )

7. What do your friends think of you?
ballad of a fallen angel ( emo. Dead =P )

8. What do you think of your parents?
Hole ( they fill up every hole of weakness of mine? O.o? )

9. What do you think of very often?
When you were young ( this is sooooo true. )

10. What is 2+2?
something to sleep to. ( 2 ways of intepreting this. i need to sleep because tmr is maths exam or its boring! )

11. What do you think of your best friend?
This Love ( O.O okay. this is not a good sign )

12. What do you think of the person you like?
我又初戀了 ( true enough )

13. What is your life story?
Blue ( EMO and Sad! =P )

14. What do you wanna be when you grow up?
Shadow of the day ( sounds good ! )

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
In pieces ( Okay >.> )

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
ZZ Top ( guitar hero 3 song. sounds like its going to rock the house! )

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Man or animal ( audioslave rules!!! i hope i am man not animal!!)

18. What is your hobby/interest?
camisado ( o.o? surprise? )

19. What is your biggest fear?
米老鼠 ( MICKET MOUSE AHHHHHH )

20. What is your biggest secret?
Xiang ting de hua ( Lol. there always something i wanna hear... )

21. What do you think of your friends?
505 ( O.o? Lol. this is bad sign.. )

22. What will you post this as?
Doesn't remind me. ( make it don't remind me! )

Anyway new blog. more for other purposes. www.bitsnpiecesoflife.wordpress.com

Zach aka JY

Sad-go-cry

weirdest feelings. ever.

Today was the primary school gathering.
something i awufully look forward to.
i liked my primary 6 class.
Its just fun. looking back at the times.
no offence. but my first confession. Its makes me laugh. badly.

oh well its was physic class with Ms Goh today.
I like her lessons.
the way she teachs physic.
you just cant say i don't understand.

Oh well Got down to Bishan with SS, while SS went for his study grp,
Met up with girls the usual grp. laughing and talking about life. as usual.
Well Wei zheng was there acting stranger again. i wonder when will the habit change. after awhile Jasmine and xiao hung came. well the 2 that were long missing. jasmine looks the same. xiao hung, slightly taller, and prettier hahah. Xing Wei came, jokes between him and Lenice were like everywhere. Mrs Kwan came shortly after, the usual look. just slimmer than the previous time ( she just gave birth so yea ) 4 years yet. we are back together. Alvin, Grayson and vincent ( battery eater ) came late. AS USUAL. lol. Mathew being daniel like came late. Went to cafe cartel and ate lunch. extremely pleasant lunch. its was fun. talking about the days we had.I miss those good old days. Mei yi and me never quarrel at all. except she was chasing me like everywhere because i was just being stupid.

Spend sometime at arcade showing off my shooter skills. which failed badly >.<>.> lol. well went off after that and took photos with the grp. except a few left first. including mrs kwan. haha...

Got home. and lie on the bed for like. an hour or 2. i am tired. =.=

stories today. ah nvm.. not in the mood.

Zach aka JY
Numbness is scarier than pain.
To hell with hopes and wishes
Well. today. its smiles and laughter.
Happy teacher's day it is.
Lap 1 of Prelim is over. 1 week break. how about lets call it. study break it is.

day 1 of prelim.
EL.
wanted to do only relationship and friendship related topic. but failed to find any that can match. shopping was the one word topic. didnt make sense. wrote personal recount. situational. sucks. hais.. i hope i can pass it this time.

day 2 of prelim
SS was a goner. screwed . SEQ with less than a page. i sure be happy to ask myself " what the hell am i writing about " SBQ was alright. 15marks gone for amaths paper1. what a start of prelims.

I know i have to mug now. but i am very sure i cant. =.=

1 week be4 the main race starts...

Sometimes. i ask myself. why do i even wanna hold on to my feelings.
Just finished If I could see you now. thumbs up for it. Twilight is good stuff lol.

-hopes and wishes-
Hopes and wishes are just like when we raise our flags up high and all it takes is a slight wind to get it all wasted. Everything in reality makes hopes and wishes never come true.

I know whats wrong with me. I dun wish, I dun hope, I never had a goal in life. I know none of these are true. its screwed me upside down. the world. believe never been in my dictionary. I realised it. but i never did anything about. there i wished and wished. hope with all my might for something to come true. it never did.
as it says.

" belief is a beautiful armor
but makes for the heaviest sword
like punching underwater
you never can hit who you're trying for"
John mayer, Belief

heres the question. without believe. can anyone go on? think about it.
Humour me, Maybe believe is indeed seeing. but its seeing the invisible. where the impossible can be possible.

Zach aka JY
So much for believing.

"Its would be better if we were never friends..."
Yes i did.
i lost my phone. Sucky it is.
that day was bad. really bad.
i hate this stuff. but i cant just look down argh

No more Emo stuff.
anyway. my Handphone is ready. please drop me a msg with ur name so i can readd ur contact. i lost all my contact number.

Okay.
Saturday did my usual routine going out with strawberry and raddish with their friend rabbit. ( sounds like a farm ) studied in the morning. got chased off the table, lost my phone. Left my book somewhere making me rushing back to get it and being late when meeting jason.
the Gig was fine. I won't mind going again. but that place made me feel young again. esp when u have people around u all older than you. >.< and taller that is.

got my book. =P finally. If you could see me now.

Sunday arrived late at the study room and end up having no space. stuck outside the study room studying. till 4pm when the whole grp of teenagers left( man i feel old ). carol came by and studied together till around 6pm. Beverly came and i gotta run because of dinner out. Claypot rice is What we ate. lol ( this sounds like a report ). was at Geylang and saw like everyone watching China vs china ( singapore ). i don't feel proud Singapore won. Because its like china won for Singapore. WHATS THE POINT.. Oh well congrats Singapore. first and only medal for Olympics 2008.

Somehow, i felt its like those table tennis players are playing for their citizenship back to china.

Today was just plain sleepy, i slept thru the day. didnt do much work. its time for me to get on task. hais...

-Songs-
Songs to me. is more than just lyrics and melody. theres more to it. there memories and emotions that is needed to actually make these things work. lyrics and melody are just part of the song. the last part of the song that the song needs is the soul of the song. Soul, comes the writer. every song is written a purpose. indeed its like life. there are climax and different point of the songs. we are just living to write our own story, our own song. find the purpose of these songs. u will be able write the beautiful melody of life and lyrics of wisdom.

Sometimes. i still miss those children songs. haha.

Seriously. i think i am brain dead. i cannot think properly.

Zach aka JY
... *silence*

even though i am guilty for not studying much.

wanted to do physic.

looked thru my practice paper and realized i finished all without even myself knowing.

looked thru my JJ series and gave up the next second.

looked thru my 1001 question and realised. i have only about 50 Qns left.

so much for physic. i still feel unprepared for it.

Being overconfident, it was never a good thing to do.

Left to the Comex. something is impossible to enter.

sakae sushi dinner with keith. even though there was no sushi on the table. 

Talked about some nonsense and reminded me of her. 

Went off to Comex and saw andre.

Met Alex Kor and well. i gave a scare. which hurt his back.

Got my WD external personal essential and my laser mouse.

Walked around and pitied the tree having to see the flyers everywhere.

F words flew when i was pushed by people.

Keith failed his mission to get his things.

Starbucks and we were talking about love, life and everything else. hahahaha.

Esplanade roof terrace was the next location.

enjoyed the view and the music even though being there with a guy is morally wrong.

 i am not gay

Bad memories first love. Oh well. at least those were the happy time.

Took a MRT home, absorbed to my twilight Result? Missed my stop.

Got a drink at 7 eleven and met Alex again. talked abit and got home.

Sitting where i am, thinking about her. once again. I hate this routine.

At least for once. there are people that listens to me rant.

-Love ain't love until somebody gets hurts-

Well. too bad, i totally agreed with that quote even though i hope i don't have to. I always want to protect the people i loved. as a friend and everything else. I don't want them to have the same feelings, yet. i always the one that get hurt. Sometimes, only when its hurts, its love. Trying falling in love and not get hurt, In fact, you are already falling, u should be hurt.  

Think about this, Who cares about being hurt when u know being in love is worth the pain. Its a blessing to love and be loved. Thats the power of love, its has the ability to numb all pain and erase all hate. There i hope. its is love.

Hope is the first step to disappointment they say...

Zach aka JY

A blessing is a curse in disguise

Teacher's day celebration was alright other than the off-tone singers and careless whispers. Joseph, Chiamy( a new nick i give to nick Lol) and xinghao performed well.

so did some of them. and the chinese teachers haha...

bottom line, Mr Teng singing rules all. he should go superstar. he is really good. hahaha. at least... no off-tones hahaha......

Cancelled my meeting with brenda to PCPS. brenda was busy and its was stupid for me to go alone so we cancelled it, sent an sms to Mrs kwan, my beloved teacher of primary 6, i still remember her confiscated the tamagochi. and how hard i actually cried. >.<. and it reminds me of the little incident that i had with brenda. something i cannot forget that is.

I still prefer calling her Ms Kang. hahaha. oh well. gotten used to mrs Kwan. 

Went to HP service centre then vivo... 

I gave on my laptop aka LISA2 as what my bro named as.. i am sad. i lost my only connection to the world. Vivo to me.. fills with more bad memories of the girl name rhys. everytime i get to the roof. the memories still strikes me. i wonder. why are my memories haunting me. maybe for once. i should face them. Went home after dinner with alex. got home. realised i got nothing else to do, so i did some physic and wanted to play wii, guess wat. my TV blew out on me. there goes my entertainment at home. a perfect excuse to start work.

It sucks. it really do.

I dun wanna cry. i need to.

Having thinking over many things. so much. i doubt i noe what i am thinking about, i was sure about certain things,

I ...