yesterday morning, my teacher, Mr kwok ( yes Kwok),reads someone's letter. It was about someone's grandparents that left the world. I know i sounds toopid, but i would usually cry after hearing it, but this time... not even a single tear...

oh ya u noe i am a emotional and emo guy...

I really dunno, maybe I am really numb to it , I just cant feel anything, When my results sucked. nothing i will feel, no anger no sadness no nothing, I Just lost , it is like last time, I could crying in any occasion, now i cant even cry, no matter how hard i try. I wish i could just cry at least for once, for my troubles to flow off of my mind. I guess i am really numb....

" I become so numb, i cant feel you there" It is the lyrics of the song numb, by linkin park. It is just I feel that way, even when My love ones, i feel nothing. I just cant feel anything anymore.... No love, no glory.... no happy ending....

Zach aka JY
Break by soul, heal my heart