Life.Love.&.Everything Else
Haven felt good... neither being wanted...
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
Didnt have a great week...
the moodswings are getting very serious....
I really wish it will stop...
that was once first i was so angry i started scolding my friend...
the next moment i got damn high....
Got home when i am doing amaths i got bloody agitated.
and the next moment... i was crying...

I cant control my emotions nowadays...
its like overwhelming me... and i dun even know was the reason...
things just kept rewinding in my mind...
even though today is New years eve.. i dun even have the mood for it....

today at badminton...
I dunno should i say this...
i felt like....
even if i dun exist... i doubt they care.....
Well i should get used to it...
afterall i losing from the shadow ways...
to help but not to expect...
I am only there when u need me
Never otherwise known to exist......

Great i going emo again... hais...
Life going sucky....
I cant help me...
i shall just dig my head into the books... and just leave the world to watever it is...
i have to remember my shadow ways....
to help and Not to expect....
Hais.... life really going down for me...

Dun wanna be a shadow... but forced to be one...
Zach aka JY
Shadow never exist...