Life.Love.&.Everything Else
Totally lost my interest in everything
Sunday, July 27, 2008
I am tired alright.

Before all my ranting and emoing.

Happy belated Birthday to Jue ying =)

Well life sucks . it still do.
everything seems to be going down. even that mini small light that i see inside the tunnel disappeared. Seriously. without her (No i am not telling who she is) existance in my life, i doubt i can survive normally in this life.

Studies. aint doing very well. i seriously have no mood for anything. not even playing. i do play but its like the mindless stuff.. i wish like i could just sit there and rot. sleep. suciding has came into my idea bank recently. which is not a good sign.

On the brighter side. i am glad i found a good study grp. fun + actually studies. Well Somebody is screwing up my life. the up and downs are just too drastic. such that i cant take it anymore.
Random note. i actually was proud of 2 compo i wrote. Both love story. But yea. i am proud of it. i hope i getting a decent score after getting my grammer up >.<.

It 3x days to prelim 2 and 8x days to Os. and yet . feelings to study nvr invoke to me. i noe this year sucks. i wish there was a change. something that is big enough to change watever i am thinking. and change this fucked up life. Give me a rebirth PLEASE.

I am tired.


*dining*
My dad always told me about just by eating with someone. u can already see ones character. And Mr wong was telling us about marist being great people outside of our sch. Well. i didnt argee. but after go out and eat with different friends. it do explains to a certain extent. The basic, The point of waiting for others to get their food before acually begin to eat. it explains the point that. are u willing to wait and face temptation for someone else. and be a man for others? Weirdly its true. oh well. Marist indeed is one of the kind. the weirdest of weirdest. so ? doesnt mean we are alien or something. i don't know what word to use but yea.

Zach aka JY
If Lucifer is just someone that stands up with what he believes, is he really wrong?